karmany akarma yah pasyed
akarmani ca karma yah
sa buddhiman manusyesu
sa yuktah krtsna-karma-krt

"One who sees inaction in action, and action in inaction, is intelligent among men, and he is in the transcendental position, although engaged in all sorts of activities."

~The Bhagavad Gita: As it is


Life hasn't been too great lately. I've had lots of complaints, but I dropped 2 hits of acid two weeks ago, and sense then, everything seems so much clearer and happier. It feels like I can finally handle things again. I've started going to temple again, and I find myself enjoying it much more. Krsna conciousness seems to have a much deeper meaning to me now than ever before.


That's such a strange concept for me to grasp, I attained a certain sense of clarity, through a complete lack thereof. How does that work? Perhaps I learned to simply ride the chaos of everyday life again. Perhaps the acid fucked with my head a bit too much, or perhaps it did just enough to put things back into perspective for me.




Whatever the reason, I'm damn thankful for it.



"I wish to give, to take, to make, to check, I wanna see it happen
I want to see, to be, the one that plays the game without no fears and regrets
I want to know you, better than I know myself
I want to feel the end, and to enjoy the consequence!

I am playing the game
the one that will take me to my end
I am waiting for the rain, to wash away who I am

I want to move, to lose, to take the grooves, and to give it all back
I want to take the time rewind, and to kick it right from the start
to be unknown and all alone, lose the kind that are behind
to start a new play by myself and to give the best I have!"

I am playing the game
the one that will take me to my end
I am waiting for the rain to wash who I am"